As much as I want to deny it, but… I am growing up. The way I think, I see things and how I react to them? They all have changed. Everything about me is changing. I’m turning into this new person. Not someone different though but to who exactly I am supposed to be. And instead of being afraid, I should grasp the idea that this is inevitable and that there is nothing horrible about it.
After all, change is okay.
(Rare moments where I post a side view photo of myself.)
Hello there new followers! I’m Jenny. 22 and I’m a mixture of human, a feline and a bunny. <3
There are moments in my life that I wish I am not associated with my feelings. I wanna refuse to feel. Like, if I could, I just want to turn off my humanity and be ruthless. But no, I feel everything. And… I detest it sometimes.
I had a bit of hairtastrophe the other day — a DIY gone bad basically — so I went to the salon to get it fixed. Anyway, long story short, my hair looks more hideous now than it was before. It’s too light for my skin tone and my hair looks roasted from all the bleaching! Unfortunately, I can’t do anything about it just yet because my Mom told me to give my hair a break from all those chemicals for at least a month. I seriously can’t wait to dye it again! It’s been tormenting me and I still have 3 more weeks to go.
Moral of the story: Listen to your momma. They know best! :)
Played around with make-up last night and curled my fringe. I should remember to turn my flash off next time, I look stunned and spaced out in this photo. Anyway… I was supposed to go to this BBQ party today but it won’t start until 7:30pm. I’m quite afraid that I might get too intoxicated and do some crazy acts in front of everyone if I go there — since they did reassure us that there would be loads of alcohols tonight — I’ve been in that kind of state before once and I don’t want that to happen again because of peer pressure. So, don’t be surprise why I’m here in front of my computer, posting this on Tumblr. ~Hah!
Played around with my scanner so that I can update my Tumblr, and do something productive(?) at the same time.