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elfenmarchen: …one of those rare moments you’ll see my face in...

Thu, 16 May 2013 11:47:36 +0100

…one of those rare moments you’ll see my face in this blog.

Jenny (jsevilla) and I (the one in the blue coat), goofing around the Harry Potter Studios.

I am quite annoyed that the lady pressed the shutter before my hand could even “touch” the car’s ceiling. It ruined the whole GPOY “don’t let go of the manibela omfg we are gonna dieee” photo edition of me and Kat. Pff! But, nevertheless, t’was one of the most amazing part of our tour. Ha ha!

On internet relationship

Fri, 10 May 2013 19:37:00 +0100

Thing is, I don’t believe that there’s any such thing as an internet relationship. You cannot fall in love with someone over the internet.

The reason I say this is because one day, you’ll have to actually see each other and start a true relationship. Yes, sometimes you can meet and the transition is very natural and easy, but oftentimes, the transition isn’t easy and you can’t blame the other person for that. You cannot blame anyone if they can love you online but they can’t do the same in real life and because of that distinction, there is no such thing as love found online. There is an online love, but it’s not the same as real love. It only becomes real if you can make the transition.

And even if you do make the transition to loving each other once you’ve physically met, you’ll see that it’s not the same thing as what you share online. So for me, an online relationship is no more than a shadow of what could possibly happen. No matter how you swear you love each other over the internet, the end goal is not to just know each other over the internet, the end goal is to be with each other in reality. So any internet relationship is merely passing time until you get the chance to actually meet.

But by all means, you should meet this person and see if you can make the transition. If you don’t, you’ll never be able to get the notion out of your head that you should be with that person and that will make it impossible to be with anyone else.

— Mark J. Macapagal | The Manila Times

Maybe people are right. Maybe it is impractical, stupid and tragic to fall in love with a person you...

Thu, 09 May 2013 23:49:00 +0100

Maybe people are right. Maybe it is impractical, stupid and tragic to fall in love with a person you never knew that long and lives a thousand miles away from you. Maybe it will end up bad. Maybe I will get my heart crush in the long run. Maybe I’ll cry a lot. But it’s my life. These are my choices. These are my feelings! If everything fails? At least I fail trying!

“I believe that a strong marriage, is worth working...

Sat, 04 May 2013 17:46:00 +0100

“I believe that a strong marriage, is worth working for.”

One of the things I love about the underground tube is the ad and poster you’d see on the walls. They are nothing special really. But they are sometimes those kind of advert that lets you ponder when you’re too preoccupied to catch your train.

Not So Special

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 21:21:35 +0100

dearoldlove:

I think I held onto you because of some vague idea that unattainable love was unique and romantic. Watching everyone share their stories has taught me something important - you’re not so special.

dearoldlove: You told me I’m the love of your life. That you wanted to spend the rest of your...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 20:56:48 +0100

dearoldlove:

You told me I’m the love of your life. That you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. That you were going to leave everything behind and move to the other side of the world for me. That you were going to try your hardest for us. Because I’m the love of your life. The definition of that to you is quite funny, don’t you think? One week of going long-distance, and you cheat on the love of your life? HA HA.

Say hello to my new desktop wallpaper! Haha. I was greatly...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 22:58:00 +0100

Say hello to my new desktop wallpaper! Haha. I was greatly astonish when I knew that Alessandro Lindblad, or commonly known as Alesso, is just around my age. I’m older than him by 6 months, but this guy is already making it big. (Not that I have mad skills like him, but y’know.) He is one of the most renowned DJ and EDM producer around the globe, and he was pioneered by Sebastian Ingrosso of the Swedish House Mafia.

He is basically one talented 21 (turning 22 this July, hehe) year old DJ that I laid my eyes on. And I now posses a strong affection towards this gorgeous human being. Thus making him my current desktop wallpaper. Andami ko pang sinatsat. Haha!

Photo

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 16:31:34 +0100

April 22-23, 2013

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 22:43:51 +0100

April 22-23, 2013

4/20: Regrets.

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 20:21:00 +0100

While everyone is having a great time getting high right now. I, on the other hand, just lost one of the most valuable person in my life! It was my fault entirely and I have no one else to blame except for myself. I am such a terrible person. A best friend for that matter. I got myself too overwhelmed on some things that I forgot to value the most important people in my life. I neglect everyone I love because I was too busy trying to be something else.

And I hate myself for that!

How is it possible for someone to be so gullible and has trust issues at the same time?

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 22:00:11 +0100

How is it possible for someone to be so gullible and has trust issues at the same time?

Hello! :) Your blog's really amazing hihi :"> Have a nice day! <3 hugs

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 20:29:42 +0100

Thank you for the sweet message…and the hug. *cuddles backs*

Thoughts around 2AM.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 02:04:00 +0100

Maybe I should quit trying to figure you out. Your thoughts, your intentions and possibly your real feelings. It gets a little too exhausting sometimes. Figuring you out! You can be like this open book yet you consist of words I am not familiar with. Viewable but too hard to understand. It’s like you would let me in to your home, and then you shut the door right to my face the moment I step in. I don’t get it sometimes. I don’t get you sometimes.

As much as I want to deny it, but… I am growing up. The...

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:39:10 +0100

As much as I want to deny it, but… I am growing up. The way I think, I see things and how I react to them? They all have changed. Everything about me is changing. I’m turning into this new person. Not someone different though but to who exactly I am supposed to be. And instead of being afraid, I should grasp the idea that this is inevitable and that there is nothing horrible about it.

After all, change is okay.

"There’s nothing better than a good game of dress-up… It allows you to become whoever you want to be."

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 10:36:42 +0100

“There’s nothing better than a good game of dress-up… It allows you to become whoever you want to be.”

- Kelly Osbourne

Attitude > Appearance.

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 19:34:00 +0000

It is indeed true that looks can only go so far. If you’re a good looking guy but has an attitude that rinks or a girl with a pretty face but is a total bitch? I bet all the money on my purse that no one is ever going to put up with you. How beautiful your Mom and Dad made you.

I admit, I tend to look at people’s appearance first. It is the first thing I notice. (Well, duh!) Who doesn’t though? But anyway, even if I do tend to go for the “looks” first, a person’s attitude still plays a great part to become somebody relevant in my life; such as a friend, a lover and other things. I will never settle with someone just because they are “beautiful”. A person’s attitude would always be something I’d go for. And them being good looking at the same time is sheer luck!

Been really hook listening to French Montana and Nicki...

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 00:14:00 +0000

Been really hook listening to French Montana and Nicki Minaj’s “Freaks” for quite a while now (yes, I do have an inner gangster in me). Hahaha. But I love the remix version that my boyf made. So, I’m shamelessly sharing his work here in Tumblr because I’m just absolutely proud of him! <3

(Anyway, please do checkout and drop by his soundcloud page.)

22/04/13. I cannot wait for you! <3

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 00:32:40 +0000

22/04/13. I cannot wait for you! <3

(Rare moments where I post a side view photo of myself.) Hello...

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 18:57:00 +0000

(Rare moments where I post a side view photo of myself.)

Hello there new followers! I’m Jenny. 22 and I’m a mixture of human, a feline and a bunny. <3

Boyf recommended this song to me a couple of days ago and I have...

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 18:24:50 +0000

Boyf recommended this song to me a couple of days ago and I have not stop listening to it ever since. <3

c l a n d e s t i n e

elfenmarchen: …one of those rare moments you’ll see my face in...

On internet relationship

Maybe people are right. Maybe it is impractical, stupid and tragic to fall in love with a person you...

“I believe that a strong marriage, is worth working...

Not So Special

dearoldlove: You told me I’m the love of your life. That you wanted to spend the rest of your...

Say hello to my new desktop wallpaper! Haha. I was greatly...

Photo

April 22-23, 2013

4/20: Regrets.

How is it possible for someone to be so gullible and has trust issues at the same time?

Hello! :) Your blog's really amazing hihi :"> Have a nice day! <3 *hugs*

Thoughts around 2AM.

As much as I want to deny it, but… I am growing up. The...

"There’s nothing better than a good game of dress-up… It allows you to become whoever you want to be."

Attitude > Appearance.

Been really hook listening to French Montana and Nicki...

22/04/13. I cannot wait for you! <3

(Rare moments where I post a side view photo of myself.) Hello...

Boyf recommended this song to me a couple of days ago and I have...

Hello! :) Your blog's really amazing hihi :"> Have a nice day! <3 hugs