The more you hurt, the more you love

I was about to tell Brian the good news. That I want to be his girlfriend. But before I even had the chance to say anything, he told me that he was leaving school. (Bummer! I know.) His Mom told him to stay in Bacolod for a little while and he doesn’t know when he’ll be back. So I didn’t bother telling him anything. We didn’t made promises and we remained friends, but of course I already have this feelings for him. I already had fallen for the guy. I didn’t told him about what I feel and wished him luck regardless. Although his departure did saddens me, it didn’t stop me from living and enjoying my year as a junior.

Months had passed. Me and Ted started to get along quite well. We mock each other quite often and he’d tease me to Rey. (I guess he was trying to relieve the lost connection.) Everyone started teasing me to Rey again. But at that point, I had already forgotten my feelings to Rey. Well, I mean it was just a mere crush to start with. I sometimes get really annoyed when people tease me to him. Perhaps I was still hoping for Brian to come back! Anyway, me and Ted would sometimes physically hurt each other. Particularly him hurting me for no reason at all! Sometimes he’d flick my ears even I was just trying to jot down my notes. He was, in a way, trying to get my attention. Or papansin.

One time, I was in an awful mood. My friend and I were talking outside the room. For no reason, he pinch me and it hurt a lot! Then….

Me: What the hell is your problem? That hurts!
Ted: *laughs* What? 
Me: Why don’t you just admit that you’re in love with me! (It was just a joke, okay!)
Ted: *stop laughing, stared at me and walked off*
Friend (to me): *looks at each other* Okaaay, that was awkward and weird.
Ted: *came back and hit me on the head with a cartolina* YEA, RIGHHHHT! YOU WISH! *laughs*
Me: GAGO! 

After that incident my friend told me that she thinks he was guilty. She actually thinks that he likes me. I just laugh it off thinking I really didn’t mean to say that to him anyway. But I did wonder. Why did he stop? Why did he walk away? And why did he looked at me in a very strange manner? Why? 

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