Been staring at my Facebook for hours and thinking what to say. There is nothing on my mind (not even crickets to amuse me) except this awful silence. What’s on my mind? Nothing. Not even a hint of memories and reveries. It feels like they’ve abandoned me. Left me with just a throbbing pain in my chest. It’s like, I’m sad but I don’t know why. I’m afraid now. Am I losing my sanity? I think I am.